Coming Face to Face with Danger, and the God Who Walks Through Shadows

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Hi, I’m Tameka! Welcome to another post from Grace Across Borders, where personal stories meet Scripture and folklore to reflect on God’s protection, mercy, and presence—even when we’re not listening.

This post is more vulnerable than most. It’s a story I haven’t always shared. But in remembering it now, I see God’s hand even more clearly—not because I made the right choice, but because He remained faithful even when I didn’t.

Let me take you back to a moment when I ignored the nudge of the Holy Spirit… and still, grace met me there.

Montego Bay, 4:00 AM: A Voice I Should’ve Listened To

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Years ago, while living alone in Montego Bay, Jamaica, I worked the early morning shifts at a fancy hotel. That meant I had to leave my home around 4 a.m. to make it to work by 5.

One morning, running late, I threw open my door, looked down the steps to the quiet street, and spotted a man riding a bicycle. Our eyes met, and something inside me felt off. My stomach dropped. I heard a whisper in my spirit: Go back inside. Just for a moment.

But I didn’t. I was late.

I rushed down the stairs (oh, to be young again!). As soon as I hit the sidewalk, he was there—right at my feet, asking for money. I told him I didn’t have any. He jumped off the bike, pulled a gun, and shoved it into my side.

He forced me behind the stairs I had just run down. It was still dark. No one could see. No one was coming.

Then he said words I’ll never forget:
“You don’t have money, but you have something else I can use. Drop yuh pants.”
He added, “Mi just come from prison. Mi need dis.”

He fumbled at my clothes. I froze.

But in that frozen place, something rose up inside me. Words. Courage. Strength. A calm I didn’t own.

I eased him off. I opened my purse and handed him the only money I had—my taxi fare. I said, “I’m late for work. I don’t have time for this. I am not the one!”
And I walked away.

As I stepped out of the shadows, a taxi pulled up immediately, as if heaven had sent it. The driver said nothing at first. He just saw me, saw something, and drove. I was in tears after reality stepped in. he knew what had happened. He dropped me off at the next stop, paid for the next cab, and told me, “It’s gonna be okay.”

I trembled for days afterward. I still couldn’t believe I had escaped before he could carry out his threat. But I did.

The very next day, the news broke:
That man had raped four other women. He got into a shootout with the police—and was killed.

Imagine that. The danger was real. The gun was real. His threat of rape was real. Four women, just like me, were hurt by him.

I wasn’t just lucky—I was graced beyond measure.

Biblical Parallel: When You Can’t Escape Him

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“Even there your hand shall lead me, and your right hand shall hold me.”
Psalm 139:10 (ESV)

Psalm 139 is David’s love song to the God who is inescapable. He says, “Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence?” (v.7). The answer is nowhere. Not into the sky. Not into darkness. Not even into danger I walk into myself.

When David says, “Even there your hand shall lead me,” he means even in the places I wasn’t supposed to be. Even when I’m wrong. Even when I miss the voice. Even behind a dark staircase at 4 a.m., His hand still held me.

That day, I learned firsthand that grace sometimes comes wrapped in courage, not comfort. God didn’t shout at me for ignoring His warning—He sent strength anyway. He sent a taxi anyway. He sent deliverance.

Folklore from Home: The Spirit’s Warning

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In Jamaican culture, there’s a phrase: “When yuh spirit tek a set pon something, listen.”

It’s more than superstition. It’s wisdom passed down. The elders believed that the Spirit would always give a signal before danger came. A chill. A pause. A “bad feeling.” And when that feeling came—you were to stop, wait, listen.

I didn’t listen that morning. But the Spirit didn’t abandon me. Instead, He walked me through it.

Reflections From the Other Side

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I now understand that obedience saves, but grace sustains. Yes, I should have turned back. But God doesn’t just meet us at the point of perfect choices. He meets us where we are: scared, out of time, stubborn, vulnerable.

His grace isn’t fragile. It doesn’t fold when we falter. It covers us.

That morning taught me to always trust that still small voice. But it also taught me this:

Even when we don’t deserve it, God still shows up.
Even there, His hand still leads.

Your Turn to Reflect

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Are there moments in your life when you ignored the nudge of the Holy Spirit?
Are there times you felt like grace showed up when it shouldn’t have?

Friend, you’re not alone.

🛐 God doesn’t only protect the obedient—He rescues the desperate.
💪🏽 Your courage may surprise you, but it won’t surprise Him. He planted it there.
👣 Even in the darkest moments, He is still leading you back to the light.

Let’s Keep Shining

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Thank you for reading this deeply personal post. I’m still learning, still growing, still listening. If my story resonated with you, please share it with someone who needs to know: Your mistake doesn’t cancel God’s mercy.

And if you’ve ever felt the Holy Spirit’s warning or His rescue, share your story in the comments. This is a place where grace crosses every border, and every story matters. Thank you!

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8 responses to “When I Didn’t Listen—And Grace Still Found Me”

  1. Kay-Ann Avatar
    Kay-Ann

    I admire your courage for sharing such a deeply personal part of your journey. It takes strength to be that vulnerable, and your story is a powerful reminder of the grace that meets us. We all have the gift of agency, and though you may have been disobedient, God never lost sight of the greater purpose He had for you. “For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end”(Jeremiah 29:11). I really loved your line: “I now understand that obedience saves, but grace sustains.” That’s a powerful reminder that even when we stumble, grace keeps us going.

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    1. TEdwardsGooden Avatar
      TEdwardsGooden

      This is a truly profound response to the message. Thanks for taking the time to be vulnerable as well with such deep reflection and encouragement. I am looking forward to hearing your thoughts on future posts.

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  2. TEdwardsGooden Avatar
    TEdwardsGooden

    Thank you so much for taking the time to read it! I truly appreciate your support—may God’s grace continue to lead and strengthen us both.

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  3. Monica Gooden Avatar
    Monica Gooden


    thank you for sharing your story!

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  4. versatileperfectlycf57b74f0a Avatar
    versatileperfectlycf57b74f0a

    Hi Overcomer Tameka Gooden. Thanks for you for sharing your story,it take courage to share an experience like this. I admire your strength and honesty. I am grateful that you survived and thrive to tell your story “Kept by the grace of God”.🙏♥️

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    1. TEdwardsGooden Avatar
      TEdwardsGooden

      Thank you so much for your kind words. It truly means a lot to know that my story resonated with you. Sharing it wasn’t easy, but I believe there’s power in our testimonies. I give God all the glory for keeping me and giving me the strength to keep going. May we both continue to walk boldly in His grace.

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    Gem Barton

    Even though you have shared this experience before, my eyes are filled with tears as I read it. Maybe because I am reading it in print or because I realize that were it not for God’s grace I may not have had the privilege to meet you.
    I will use this opportunity to say that even before we disobey the voice of the Holy Spirit, He knows that we will and has already set a backup plan in motion. This also reminds me of how we are as parents. When our children face consequences of their disobedience our first response is to say, “You made your bed hard you have to lay in it” but we immediately help them to remedy it. Thank you for sharing a spiritual insight on God’s grace and mercy with great examples and illustrations. Continue to prayerfully fulfill God’s purpose in your life and be blessed.

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    1. TEdwardsGooden Avatar
      TEdwardsGooden

      Thank you so much for your kind words and deep insight—your encouragement reminds me that even our regrets can become testimonies of God’s redemptive grace.

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